Remember how you said that you wouldn't hurt me?

well it hurt

it hurt like hell

You must think that I make up the shit I say, that I don't mean a word so you don't have to either.

I don't think I am in love with you but it is close

so damn close

and you don't even know

Sometimes I wonder if you like to hear me cry? Do you want to see me bleed?

What kind of stupid drama will make you see me instead of her when I touch you?

What do I have to do

that I haven't already?

What do you want from me...

Nothings going right in your life

that says a lot about me doesn't it.

thankyouverymuch

By the way

Your tears are drowning me

in case you care

Everyone's afraid you know

you're afraid to have me

but I'm afraid without you

This is too much too soon.

I have to pull my self out of this before it consumes me, before You consume me...

But the ledge is crumbling beneath my fingers and I want to fall

I want even more for you to catch me...